pie0:

There’s only person in this world who can make your world perfect and make your world good; you. And I know that; thus a self-emphasis on trying to make myself be positive, even when shit’s going bad. Shit is going really fucking awful, and I’m trying to keep myself in a good mood; trying to tell myself to be positive. Constantly reminding myself to be happy is growing really thin and really tiring. But I’ll keep trying this. I don’t want to be down nor do I want to whine; so if I keep at this, maybe it’ll click eventually.